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در صفر سالگی


نشسته بودیم سرکلاس، لابد می‌خواست حالیمون کنه تفریق یعنی چی. گفت، یا ما این طور یادمونه که، مثلاً اگه شما ۱۰ تا هویج داشته باشی، بعد یکی شو بخوری، ۹ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۸ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۷ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۶ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۵ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۴ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۳ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۲ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۱ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. بعد اگه یکی دیگه شو بخوری، ۰ تا هویج واسَت می‌مونه. حالا دیگه نمی‌تونی یکی شو بخوری، چون دیگه هویجی نمونده.
مشکل این‌جا بود که ما به هویجی که دیگه نمونده نمی‌تونستیم بگیم ۰ تا، چون دیگه چیزی نبود که بهش چیزی بگیم.
ولی ما هنوز سر قولمون هستیم. حتی اگه نگیم هم.


*یه زری زدم من، خیلی وخت پیش، هر چی زور زدم الان یادم نیومد در پایانِ این بیافزایم. کِی بود، نمی‌دونم.


Comprehensive analysis of a help message whose author is dead



Bearing all the aforementioned dialogues we discover the possibilities of The curve towards progressive behavior and the ultimate realization of the Goal of evolution, which grants the benefits of added awareness with Unlimited boundness of happiness, also known as bliss, which is a result of The laws which govern physical behavior merging with the highest levels of Spirit, and together manifesting the magical and mystical level of cosmic Awareness, becoming one with the longing for complete surrender to the Higher self, which has potentially been waiting these long eons of time And in fact sometimes has been dipping into a state of semi-sleep or Unconsciousness, bordering on complete absence of thought.

Specifically, the areas concerning the new futuristic thinking have to do With several abstract, somewhat hidden, emotional tendencies which lead one To believe that the consequences of interaction between the positive and Negative forces are producing a vital link between the subconscious and Super conscious minds, which therefore can only be considered as actual Structures with two separate and distinctly different qualities.

As we have seen, when one or more intensely feeling energies become Associated with the higher levels of perceptible phenomenon, and these new Forms are then instantly acted upon by the two minds previously discussed And brand new associations are given over with resulting problems sorting Out the new strains of emotional and physical qualities we see cropping up In schools and places of business across the country, and in the cities Which of course have the added complications of the much-argued-over Proposition that one cannot tolerate the existence of two or more intensely Opposing ideas at one point in time.

Others may find it easier to say "however," and that thought alone is one Which troubles many of us here who have for so long held the light up on The words which brought meaning to us concerning the amount of effort it Takes to ignite a certain process leading one to the knowledge of the truce Behind the alternating essence which is unending without actually Beginning, and in those words of course is the key to beginning a long Journey toward understanding which, as we have learned, is something for Which each human being cries out, cupping his hands over the mouth.

Sometimes in the evenings a feeling of the type which haunts young children In the forest will come in on a dark wind, and all the light will fade Leaving a low sound penetrating the eyes, which follow the dark shapes Running for safe nests just out of reach of small white teeth and noses Filled with dirt going up over the mountains covered with tall trees and Green needles and red bark with pitch oozing out into the air, which dries It on the surface causing it to become crusty which allows for the Protection of all that lies within the crust, for it will now remain liquid And hold itself remaining in a state close to that of the pure essence Which will remind us of home, which will remind us of the red cookie-jar And the smiles dancing around in the golden afternoons, while the pipe Puffs out small clouds of smoke from the "Mouth" of the father with an axe to Cut wood growing on the tall mountains.

In order to assure that the fundamental qualities inherent in the solutions To modern philosophical questions are accurate, the first and foremost Consideration lies in the field of abstractions associated with the loss of Nature, and with them the interaction of the primary forces of life itself Which have now been proven beyond a shadow of a doubt to have their basis In the field of the absolute in the vacuum state bringing to mind that There has been a reversal of sorts of the age-old phrase, "You can't get Something from nothing." As we have seen this kind of thinking which has Been going on since the beginning of time is just a smoke-screen necessary To block almost all truthful inquiries for centuries following, and it is With this also on our minds that we see that the initial thinking on a Subject is critical to all that follows, and can be an excellent partner to The dark and evil forces which would have us living forever in darkness and Confusion, refusing even to acknowledge that we even existed, or that there Was such a thing as a bad Tooth, or a Tooth-Ache.

Bringing our discussion to the realm of practical considerations, it is Interesting to note the possibilities of dental hygiene and the remarkable Idea of a world free of tooth-decay and all other problems associated with The teeth, tongue, or oral cavity, which would, in fact, become a prime Motivator for a certain disappearance of fears associated with pain Connected with dental applications, and even the idea that plaque could Appear upon the surface of the teeth, and the negative occurrences which Follow such as the hideous odors emitted from the oral cavity and the Discolorations and the resulted perforation of the once beautiful mental Images, and the possibility of the breaking of relationships based upon the Idea of negative distortion of the mouth, for teeth, while not necessarily Considered one of the primary building blocks of happiness, can in fact Become a small sore, festering and transferring negative energies to the Once quiet and peaceful mind, giving it over to strange and unproductive Thinking

Strange and unproductive thinking
Strange and unproductive thinking
Strange and unproductive thinking
Strange and unproductive thinking

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No, It's not Raining.


I'm schizophrenic, And why not?


Who the hell was there too you said?

And there's
and i am
and everything

dead
except
his face


Can you believe that?

shit. i got robbed man. just right now. 3 chump muthafuckas on a motobike.
fuck it. i's bopin ma head to the music, ma headphone on, rockin stat qou's By my side, pussy backstabbaz hit ma leg on the bike and then two jumped down, rags on, one hold the burner at me, yellin i'm gonna shootو take'em off, while the other one with knife, hands to reach ma pocket, i's like what the fuck! can you just believe it?! Crazy muthafuckas ryde around the hood turnin the heat, runnin on homeyz! sent a punch to the first one, shoved him back, made him loose the toy, at the moment i felt like something is draggin ma headphone, i saw the knife bastard holdin ma nokia xpressmusic tryin to grab ma headphone too. i hopped toward him also tryin to dodge his blade, cutted ma hand while his fellow sat on the bike, the guy with ma phone in his hands joined them soon as i saw ma blood all over ma left hand, they were beginnin to run as i jumped on the ryder hopin not to let him go, no consequence but towing me all across the street until i hit the sidewalk and fell on the ground on ma head. then these jailbait assholes think their so tough. Gimme a break man, 3 on 1? bare hands? what are you boastin about then bitch? and i guess ma fist put it's stamp on his face.
But i'll find them punks, North Sazman St. will be battlefield tomorrow. Wait on me motha fuckas.
Can you believe that? Three ape lookin cabbagaz with a gat and a knife. Shit.



How many eyes do i have? Can you count fo me please?
d
...then he felt he found da way
looked sharpa
you neva know when you're lost
even when everything's familia
beautiful
untill he sat down
and think
is there a way?
fo real?
...
You can't imagine how lonely i am.
Not a lil bit.
you?
Watt am i look like?
SHit.


Another State of Mind

    Men went deep in science, knowledge, they've been lookin for Certainty.

 All they found was Doubt, in Delusion.


State of Mind

I am just a fool,
Searching for a stool, a stool,
Tryin to look real cool, 

Life is but a dream,

Drifting on a stream, a stream,
Consciously it seems, All of what remains,

     Ego Brain,
and it's a shame,
Shame
Love after it rains,

You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall,
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared, that love prevails over all. All of what remains,
Despite our ego brain,

Now I'm just a man,
Fighting other men,
For land, for land,
While I turn to sand,
While I turn to sand.
All of what remains,

     Ego Brain,
and it's a shame,
Shame
Love after rain,
 All of what remains.


I D

    Do you ever noticed that at our new world, everybody that is anybody has his/her own profile?

     For me, all my pains and suffer began, as i consider i am any body.
But i shouldn't. There is no i. That's what No One Can understand.

    For all human beings, you think, how can some One be in the world of every ones, who is a One? You?


Quantization

        This goes to all ma dawgz from southern hood,
        This goes to all bitches of 6th street,
        This goes to all fictional fakers of freakin world,
         includin me.
        Oh! Shit this just not gone completely yet!


Swimmmmin P8l


Round, Round,

a girl hangin tight of ceiling lamp,
can you belive that?
a girl half inch tall,
any moment might fall,
can you belive that?

went in da brain,
what did she want?
through left ear hole,
you know she wants to eat.

A rush of words,
Pleading to disperse,
Upon your naked walls, alive,
A poetical call,
The fall guy accord,
We can't afford to be neutral on a moving train,

Round, Round,

Square pixels rearrange,
to make an image of a curve,
black tress iv seen before,
received through electromagnetic wave,
are we far as an image?
close as a curve?

Pushing little children,
With their fully automatics,
They like to push the weak around,
Push them around,

A deer dance, invitation to peace,
Love staring you in the face, dressed in gray.
With a helmet, disgusting,
Trained and appropriate for the malcontents,
For the disproportioned malcontents,
The lil boy smiled, it'll all be well,
The lil boy smiled. it'll all be well,

Pushing little children,
With your fully automatics,
we like to push the weak around, 

Iiiiiiii like to push the weak around.


Why NOT?

        Life is a gamble, We scramble for money,
        I might crack a smile but aint damn things funny...

   Do you ever thought 'bout this causality shit includes every single entity be in your mind?
Let's think this no-end string of causes in da world is perfect n tight. There's some facts all around da univrs. But we always have only some in mind, though, da long fckin string is STILL PERFECT. Did you get da shit? We dont got all of material--i mean facts we need to make series of causes but we already have. What ju think? You might have some no-shit-of-importance that you sure is fact, is true, But by all the facts n causes that built da universe, its nothin. And when you step away n take a look at all ur world you have on your mind, you see it PERFECT, i mean you wont see no problem, not even lil disorder in your insight. But do you really know everything or what? Yuknowamsayn? Ya mind always fills the empties, does da vacancies. I don know what a human being might think about this shit, 'whats da big deal?', 'who cares?', 'crazy bullshit'... yeah iv gone mad crazy ill, but i know somthin now, We live in pure illusion. why im writing this shit? do you really wanna know? do you think im livin at da same world you livin? whats da cauz? Now im writin bulshit BeCause im bored of learnin JavaScript. Can you relate? I think its very logical and makes very sense. Who fuck on the earth wanna deny? Im sure n gonna argue on that. Who wanna bet? why not?


Hey People;
Sometimes i wanna jot some shit down here, cause im sad, ill, insane, i don know.
Now im thinkin who can really understand me by reading some bullshit, or even face me, talk to me, console me, comfort me or . . .So better go deep in Desert and think...cut the shit off, thinkin? im not sure my mind's dead and my body's alive, or may be im just the brain......where is my love....get off.....get the fuck outta me..... . . .such a rush...........iLOVEyou.............dont you love me any more????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????its just like you said.........say it again.... . . . . . .KHHHSSHHPHHH.... . . ...HHhhmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yeah. . . . . . ......
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Thank you for your help. SUNSETSYRUP

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Shut da fuck Up man, don't act like those JD pussy clowns, Please!